Im going to rant so im sorry..
I’m 23 years old and i’m so lost, i get up everyday wondering what im doing with my life, i don’t have much to show for my age
I feel like i have friends but i NEVER talk about my feelings so im not a burden
I fight suicidal thoughts constantly, i honestly feel at times like i would be so much better off gone for good so i was not a burden to anyone’s life, tbh im surprised i made it this far in life
It could be worse, i could be homeless with nothing i admit that, but my room is LITERALLY 4 walls a bed and a desk nothing else its so depressing, i barely eat anymore and when i do It’s small, i can’t motivate my self to do ANYTHING i hate it, idk how much more can take, idk what’s worth it anymore… Im so destroyed atm…