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Web Server Woes

The other day I started noticing that my web server was running non-stop causing the web perusing to become very slow. The Hubby had one page take almost 10 minutes to load. Well I couldn

To Speak

Today I spoke and you did not hear, the words that would only make the thoughts clear. How do you live with what you know, how do you keep reaping the pain you sow. I only knew that once I was lost and you were in the darkness so. The fears I felt, and words you did not say. Unbroken silence bound by years and time, thoughtless shadows help with no reason or rhyme. Can you see what is me can you let me not be free. If I wander far away does it not lead your lips to let go and just say. Hindered by the things you know seeking answers in only things that will not answer. See me, see what I have become, let go the things that cannot be undone.

Hamster Video!

I uploaded to some video of my hamster, honey, She

Mozilla Bug

I spent most of the night trying to fix a bug with Mozilla Firefox. My Copy and past suddenly stopped working, damn computers. Sooo after reading a bit I found that spyware might cause the issue. But I looked and looked and discovered I didn

Hospitals Suck!

I went to the E.R. On Wednesday because I was having chest pains, turns out I have what they call a Heart arrhythmia, this is caused by my hyperthyroidism. Luckily the arrhythmia isn

The Silmarillion

I just finished watching all 3 Lord of the Rings, again. I can’t get enough of it. I think J.R.R. Tolkien must have had a portal into my mind when he wrote about Middle-Earth, it’s the kinda of thing that just saturated my mind as a kid, and still does. I love RPG’s and have since the day’s of Paper D&D (yes I know “what a nerd”

Found a good Herbal site

This is and awsome herbal site GO HERE

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Tarot

A Very Interesting Article on tarot can be found here

I have to giggle when I think of peoples misconceptions of tarot most think they are toys used by fortune tellers at carnivals. I personally believe tarot to be a healthy tool to put you in touch with your inner consciousness, mostly those things you don’t want to deal with but baggage we all have.

A common misconception of tarot is about the death card, which by the way doesn’t represent death in the rider-waite deck. It actually represents birth and renewal, so if your getting a reading done don’t freak if you draw the card it’s actually a good card.

In Dark Nights

In my darkest night, I turn and see that what was once nothing is now you and me. Laughter in my day’s and the warmth on dark cold nights, you have made all things wrong somehow almost right. I never dared to dream that smile that you give, the kindness and your loving me make’s life so worth to live. If the gods had made you no better they could do, for my love you are perfect just being you.

When the road gets rough and we find we stumble on our way, there is no one more with whom I would rather get that way. When your feeling down and it just isn’t your day look to me my love and for a while I will lead the way.

 

 

For my husband, who is and will forever be my inspiration.